Leading in Ministry When You Are Hurt
2 Corinthians 12:9 – “But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses so that Christ’s power may rest on me.”
There are times in ministry when you have been gut-punched and do not think you can take another breath. You look around you, and you might wonder if this is really what God had planned. Why had He allowed such things to happen? Why would God’s people do such things? How could anyone calling themselves Christians say such things? How is it that you can continue? Will life in ministry always be this hard? My friend, there have been days – I have asked all those questions in the same breath!
Reflection: Our Ministry is a calling filled with joy and a path marked by multiple challenges. As a ministry wife, you may face wounds—misunderstanding, betrayal, criticism, or exhaustion. Add to this anxiety financial instability and the reality of loss after loss. The glass house life is not for the faint-hearted, yet we know we have been called by One who sees us and knew us before one day came to be on this earth. Our days are numbered.
Yet, knowing all of those mentioned above, the weight of leadership can feel unbearable when your heart is hurting. How do you continue to serve when you feel broken inside?
Jesus understands this pain intimately. He was betrayed, mocked, and abandoned, yet He continued to fulfill His purpose. His response to suffering was surrender—He entrusted His pain to the Father and continued loving those around Him. Likewise, we are called to lead not from a place of perfect wholeness but from reliance on God’s all-sufficient grace.
Encouragement:
- God Heals and Strengthens – Bring your wounds to God in prayer. Psalm 147:3 says, “He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” Your hurt is not ignored; it is seen and cared for by the One who restores.
- You Are Not Alone – Ministry can feel isolating, but you are not meant to bear burdens alone. Seek out trusted friends (some like-minded sisters – who get you.) Look for a mentor or a counselor who can walk with you in your healing. Come to a Refresh Retreat
- Take Care of Yourself – practice some “soul” care. – Come to a Refresh Retreat.
- Lead Through Authenticity – You do not have to pretend you are unshaken. It might be a little much for some, so be wise with your share and if you need to pull back and re-group! Paul openly spoke of his weaknesses, allowing others to see God’s strength in him. Your transparency can encourage and strengthen those you serve.
Application:
- Take time to rest and seek God’s presence, allowing Him to renew your strength.
- Confide in a trusted friend or mentor about your struggles.
- Reflect on how God has been faithful in past hardships, and hold onto His promises for your future.
Prayer: Father, I come to You weary and wounded. The burden of ministry feels heavy, but I know You are my strength. Heal my heart, Lord, and help me to lead with wisdom, grace, and authenticity. Let my pain not be a barrier but a testimony of Your sustaining power. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Final Thought: Leading while hurting is not about pretending everything is fine but depending on God’s grace. He will sustain you, heal you, and use even your pain for His glory. Lean on Him, and allow His power to be perfect in your weakness.
