Spiritual Authority
For rebellion is as the sin of divination [witchcraft], and insubordination is as iniquity and idolatry. 1 Samuel 15:23 (nasb)
The subject of spiritual authority is not one we are naturally drawn to. As an avid reader, I am always open to new authors whom God has used mightily. I also like to read the ones who have withstood the test of time. About twenty years ago I was introduced to the writings of Watchman Nee. I was browsing through his titles on the bookstore shelf and found myself picking up his book Spiritual Authority. Little did I know I was about to be brought face-to-face with my own rebellion.
As a strong-willed individual, I thought I had submitted my life to the Lord. But as I read Nee’s book and worked through the Bible, I saw myself somewhat as Isaiah did in Isaiah 6. It was with tears and real grief that I confessed the rebellion in my heart. As I reflected on my life to this point, I saw my lack of submission had affected my attitude in the workplace, my marriage, and my worldview. This awareness awakened a desire to understand God’s authority and to submit to Him as proof of my trust in Him and His Word.
When we boil it down to its real essence, rebellion is a lack of faith and trust in God. It is saying that God is not good (what Satan implied in the Garden of Eden) and that I must take care of myself. This thinking leads me to elevate my reasoning above the Word of God. Unfortunately, that is how most Christians think and live. I had to see this conflict for what it was. I must choose to die to my flesh so that Christ can live through me. It is only then that I can please God and walk in a manner worthy of Him. This struggle is not against flesh and blood (see Ephesians 6:12).
As Nee so aptly stated, “The controversy of the universe is centered on who shall have the authority, and our conflict with Satan is the direct result of our attributing authority to God. To maintain God’s authority we must be subject to it with all our hearts. It is absolutely necessary for us to meet God’s authority and to possess a basic knowledge of what it is.”[i]
Father, as painful as it may be, I ask You to reveal any rebellion in my heart. Help me to see it as You do—it is witchcraft (1 Samuel 15:23). When I rebel, I am lining up with the very enemy of my soul. Thank You for the truth of Your Word that sets us free. In Jesus’ name, amen.
